Sometimes when I’m playing, I’ll be so caught up in the moment, I don’t realize what is happening.
As I listen back to this recording I realize that I am literally playing what I’m feeling. There’s this battle in my mind right now. I’m trying to overcome fear, anxiety, depression, physical ailments and disabilities that I refuse to allow control my life.
I refuse to go silently into the night.
I will continue to fight.
I wont stop until I not only see, but experience the victory. Seeing it is not enough for me. I want to feel it in my bones. I want to feel it in the innermost part of my mind, my body, my spirit. - 5 minutes ago